How often do we hear people say - 'If you don't fall,you'll never learn."
and yeas i learnt it through the hard/ hardest way; thanks to my stuborn-ness.
Its often easier said than done,to obey God, to put everything of our hopes,and the plans tt we have into His hands.We would say - "Lord we wanna put everything into Your hands", yet we also tell God, "but pls grant me this...this...thiss... that".In that way,are we really seeking His will?

Well,it took me a long time to realise this, that all the many merry-go-rounds tt i've been through,all the crushes tt i had before,of which,if i could contain it within myself,there wldnt be so much hurts and what-nots.Yet,it is the path i had once chosen.I cant trackback time,yet,there is one thing i can still do - and that is to learn from my mistakes and not to commit them again.

It was right, that you were really a God-fearing person.You could have reprimanded,yet you talked it out with me,hearing me out.You could have just symphathized,yet you emphathized with me, for fear u might hurt me.We could have pointed fingers at each other for the wrong,yet you said we both learn from this together.And i know all these good concern are said and done,cos of what the Lord has done for us,that you would choose to forgive.

And such little things you had done for me,(actually not very 'little') has showed me more than words of what you really are.And i have nothing more to sayyy but to Thank God for someone like you.
We learn together, and we learn not to make the same mistakes anymore.
We guard our hearts, cos our Heavenly father wants us to,for fear that the heartache will be too much to bear. and all i can say is,you bring out the best in me; slowly,but eventually, within my own stride. (:

But i guess,no matter where life takes me too, a part of me will always be with you.

agl ♥-ed at 8:18 AM.