hmm well I am actually very much contemplating about penning down my thoughts here. recently there's much truth, about `d many happenings for me.be it at 'S.I.N.G'- my singing team, or at work, or even, at home. Sometimes, the struggle within that i have,yet many know not of. It's never easy,to even - allow that every breath you take come to pass,altho' to many, they probably take this as sth so 'idiot-proof',as something that should happen,and im talking about taking even small little things like this,for granted. The latter attitude is sth we do not want,because even simple things like these are also, crucial things.
It is nonetheless, an essential process - cos it allows us to know/or to realise, that, we are actually, very much alive.

unfathomable - what an appropriate word to use right here and now,are people, are situations, are feelings,are moods. And all these are the things that make me sigh more than ever,really. It's never easy to fathom,why does one speak the way they do,or the things they do - their motives behind this,and what-nots. They may have been liberal and frank,yes we appreciate them for being true,yet at the end of the day,we consider the reason(s),that they do so.For now,I am unable to reconcile - the things that are said,and the reasons for doing so. To be very honest, I see no rationale,like - really. Or if one is a sadist,probably i can understand why.

And therefore,sometimes, don't i just sit there being helpless? being in a way "blamed" for sth which i didnt even do, basically cos there really isnt anything done, but somehow or another i still feel burdened by unhappiness within me, which is probably thought by one, to be silly,or naive - when that "one" isn't really ANY better at all.hahas.But what crap, and what atrocities can u accept from one's mouth.where exactly is your threshold?!!!

Last but not the least, kindness shouldn't be taken as weakness, tolerance given shouldn't be tested out as a threshold, chances are not given,to be wasted.

With all these said and done,it's so u know, all those that u don't already know.

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agl ♥-ed at 9:38 PM.