Hehes... Happy for dearest Pok - Serene, that she has actually found that special someone there for her.. :D It's reli about waiting upon God... that when u least expect it, God just gives u the one he thinks is best for you, the one that compliments u, and you,doing the same for the other half =) of cos,its also about whether one is actually ready to tk on that 'challenge', its never easy, cos you know, although two people put together means - double the help,and double the joy,and half the sorrows,yet, its not just about the two, but also, their families - cos we don't just live in our own 'hermit-crab-or-clam's-world', do we? =ppp

talk about the homework of waiting upon God and letting go... sad to say i havent mastered it all yet.i guess i am waiting .... but i havent actually let go.but i dont think i can say i am waiting without letting go?well, i guess it was only when i was 21 or so..that i actually looked back,and realised that i have already let go of some of the crushes that i once had.hurhur.wont mention those names but, i know i've well moved ahead cos, when i hear those songs that reminds me of them, i can just laugh at myself for the foolish 'n' childish thoughts back then, when i was fourteen,fifteen.

but for those memories of seventeen ,eighteen and onwards,i guess it might take a longer time for me to get over.i dont know why,but music plays a v huge part of my life, of my emotions to be exact.hahas.like music... songs... when they are played... they rekindle those 'reliving-the-moment' effect.i dont know if u get what im tryin to say but, its just, you-know, memories get recalled, and u find urself questioning,why am i still affected emotionally.
i very much find myself in a maze you know.haiz =/

sighs,that's why up to date,i find it very hard for myself to let go.
especially of people, so special. =(

agl ♥-ed at 7:12 AM.