As the sea crashes in

But i still do remember

Though the memory grows dim

To a magical summer

With sweet Mary Mckear

In the west, in Tir n`a Noir.

How often does this happen, of quality that has overcomed quantity.

It was a rare reunion for all of us together to celebrate Jennifer's 21st birthday.Yes the numbers were disappointing, yet we were really very much contented with those who were present. It was undeniably the nicest dinner ever, cos' how often can u talk and laugh now without havin; to worry about what others would say,how others would think? hahas,i tell you, we don't bother, and that's what bonds us. and im really very glad, cos' i guess we're all very much tired in our own lives, havin' to put up fronts at work or at school, or not about puttin' up fronts,but just,unable to be what we 'really are' deep down, and say to our hearts content whatever we wanna. and the ultimate goodness i can see from this, and i believe is something that will please God ,would be that, we be true to ourselves, as well as to the people around us; pull away that mask of yours and bury them deep down under the sea beds - cos' one may think we are able to hide from people,yes u may,but tell me,how does one hide away from God?

Anyways,recently i've been really cynical, about anything,and everything.Hahas, it can be a good start for me, not to learn to trust people too easily.especially people that may, in turn 'sabotage' me.hahas,its really sad to say that the world is really not a perfect place, much less, with perfect people.I can never stop sighing about this.oh, and for people, who constantly get on ur nerves by deliberately stepping on ur tails,they ought to re-think what they are really doing,it scares me some - cos they not only screw(s) up ppl's lives, they tend to get their fingers burnt in the end.i can only sit back, and watch, and shake my head at their foolishness.oh,and one funny phenomenon i've noticed,people never seem to get enuff of you.somehow or rather, even when u think u're out of the picture - already - they still keep holdin' on. sighs,so please,i beg of u, not for myself,but for urself.get a life and move on.seriously, we should really mind our own matters,thats something that've learnt.and one thing that one of my gd fren told me - discretion really protects us. So, if meddling in other people's business makes you realise that u've gotten urself into more trouble,i guess its a very clear signal to stop?

rightys its late. pardon me for my long "essay" of rants,u know times like this,when people constantly steppps on ur tail, u reli need relieves as such. It was a great evening for me,what about u all ma' darlings? =ppp