Somethings in life,i guess are better left unsaid.not that you already knew of it but,its probably better not to know? Whether the first or the latter,i think i'm left in d middle, where i know some,yet on e other hand,i am left, totally clueless.

I've never been so cynical in my life, now all ready to throw away ALL my fairy-taled songs 'n' whatnots, of words said yet maybe not defined proper,end up being mis-interpreted.i see that your intentions were good,and i've never doubted that you weren't saying d truth frm d bottom of your heart.but i needed more than words,but by actions, from you,to actually demonstrate e homework of waiting upon the Lord.nonetheless it's your life and there wasnt any need for me to be updated w anything. Yet if those words n actions can be matched in line, i guess i wouldn't even be upset a tiny bit even if i were to hear of the truth.at the very least, by then, i would have known and seen,that you were a 'someone' who sought after the Lord's heart. And i would be contented, and glad even if the endings wasn't what i hoped for.

Right now,i can only trust that the Lord will use time, to ease all the feelings, that shouldnt be here now, and will nv be here again.

It's due time to move on, my friend,as much as i'm telling myself.it's never easy, afterall u've impacted my life.but at day's end,it's all a homework we'll have to learn,slowly, but surely.



*to you: but i know no matter where life takes me to, a part of me will always be, with you.

agl ♥-ed at 9:50 AM.