You know, today, i finally travelled to the east side of Singapore,something i never done for a very long time.Not because I wasn't a student of Meridian JC any more that gave me that excuse; or perhaps it really was; or just, no special reason that needed me to head in that direction.

Still, as i was travelling on d expressway on d cab with my sister, to my singing group (SING's)retreat, memories never fail to come flooding my mind. Like yes, our minds are rather limited isnt it, you can't multi-task different memories together can u?haa, and so yes,i was overwhelmed...in a good way, of nostalgic moments ONLY, all together, till.... i didn't know how to feel.

There was so much joy,sadness,misses,anticipation,excitement, all of which happened during my stay in Meridian. and although it wasnt just 2 years i was there, my fondest memories were in the first three months i was there.2nd fondest was the part we mug for our promos 'n' proj work together. (:

As the car drove past... i found myself turning my head to look in e direction of my 'white-n-blue' structured school.From the land that was once barren n left behind, and when I decided to give Meridian a try with Tabitha, who would have thought about the upcoming future that is gonna be SO exciting thru' d ppl i meet there? But yes, i've been thru' it, i've loved mj & everything that makes it hold that place in my heart, I've had my share of missing all d good ol'days, and now, I'm reminiscing on ALL of it. Sometimes i really wish i could track back time, rewind to then, and just play it over and over again, i wouldn't even mind.

Sigh, notice how i missed 'them' so much, just to realise that i haven't really moved on.
It'll take me so many whiles really.It's been 6 good years, i gotta move on.. From past records( haaa yeahs!i do keep track), such a long time is good enuff for me to move, ON.

Not yet i guess, but soon, soon.I wonder when will i ever pass by 'that' special place, without feeling anymore sadness that time flies, sadness that i can't relive those times anymore, sadness that everyone else have already moved on with their lives, and here i am, left behind.

I need to pass by this very same place, with positive feelings, that yes, although i miss it so damn much, of the school, of the very special people i met there, that everyone has to move on at day's end, and just keep these sweet memories in d heart; cuz as the saying goes, the closing of an old chapter means the beginning of a new chapter.. Realise im pretty much a pessimistic person.HAHA. i'm always reluctant to changes, but like before, if i didn't decide to open a new chapter in MJ, how would i know if the stay would be good or not, unless i really try, yea? And like now, gotta move on, closing this chapter on meridian and its people met there - keeping all d sweet memories yes,but movin' on w life, opening another new chapter ahead...cuz we never know what happiness such a new chapter will bring us unless we give it a chance to prove to us.

Still, for now,i do miss you, meridian, and you*, and you, you,you.
oh, and which better song to tell of such nolstalgic moments i had there ....

but Collin Raye's very own - Love, me.

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agl ♥-ed at 12:03 PM.