heyas all, i've gotta blog about this.although it may seem very very random, but still, i gotta blog!
well, this entry is dedicated to my parents... haha whether they read it or not... (i hope they dun,later i'll be very malu-ed) but anyway, i just wanna thank them so much for loving me, giving in to me, sacrificing for me,no matter how hard/difficult it is ; and i think i'm quite a bad daughter, cos' i dont think there was ever once that i gave in to them.... still, their love for me hasnt changed a bit.and i'm so thankful.

Why i suddenly felt this overwhelming gratification in me towards them? Well as i was bathing just now,i thought about alot of things. Firstly, tomorrow William, Kobe,Gary,Tric & Sam r comin over for some baking of pineapple tarts n such. Initially the plan was to hold it at William's place, but cuz his notty lil nephew is gonna be around, his mum is afraid it wouldnt be too convenient, esp afraid tt lil kenneth will make a mess outta things. then we considered Kobe's place... but my mum didnt quite like the idea of me going over, especially when i don't really know Kobe,even though William is gonna be there. ( note* mum wasnt being paranoid or anything but just, thinking of convenience for me.) and then she suddenly added that she didn't mind them coming over, at least she can help to clean up after we're all done. i was honestly, very very touched. I have never thought of shunning the responsibility of cleaning up, altho' most of the time its done by my sis or my mum.but STILL, i am so thankful for mummy's willingness to open up our house for such a baking session. she EVEN mentioned about dinner, but i refuse to accept her offer b'cuz i feel that she reli didnt need to do so much for us; moreover, we're not kids,im sure we can settle our dinner! ;)

not only these... i remember no matter how many house parties for church or my SIM frens that i have, my parents will always be so willing to open up d house for my frens, i know its for my SAKE. and of the cleaning up before my 'guests' come, my mum will always do it without any complains... and then together my parents will go get the extra food/drinks that we need..and they do these, without any complains,none at all... but with a joyful heart.Despite the noise level too, they've never uttered any complains before.even when my frens stayed at my place till 2 plus three am? and we were talking pretty loudly,laughing at all,till my sis scolded me.and then i finally see that i am reli in the wrong.

I can never thank my parents enough for their generosity towards my friends who've been to my place... they're always so giving, and encouraging...

and also, Dad who is always so willing to pick me up from YCK mrt when the skies turned from gray to dark, no matter the time, b cuz he knew (or maybe sis or mum hinted to him) tt i didnt like to walk back alone in e dark). Not forgetting those multiple sunday trips he had to take,from YCK sending my sis to-> Queenstown for earlier worship pracs. -> YCK to pick me, so that i can sleep a lil' longer -> Queenstown to drop me n mummy at church.
Not only these!! i remembered when i was still schooling at Meridian JC, and that i was feeling a lil' down, he would wake SOOO early, tog with my mum,at 5.45am, and leave the house at 6.10am or earlier, so that he could send my mum to her school at Clementi, reach home at YCK by 7.10am so that he could then send me to Pasir Ris, to my JC, and trying his best always, to reach my school before 7.45am for assembly.....
most of the time i took this for granted.... but then, after much thinking, then it dawned on me that he wasn't obliged to do this, although i often joke with him that since he decided to give birth to me,it's only right that he chauffers me here and there.but this is bullshit! There is certainly no logic in that.whatever daddy has done for me was really the extra-mile that he was willing to do for me, simply cuz i am his daughter, and tho' he doesnt say it,i do know he dotes on me duper duper lots! hehs. ;)

At Day's end, i just wanna thank them so so much for ALLL that they've done for me!i don't think i can ever repay them in this life of mine, but just to take good care of myself,to cherish this life, to study hard for my future, and not to provoke them in any way, and i believe, my parents 'r' glad when my sis and i serves God in church, be it in the music worship ministry or not, i know somehow that is what they hope that we can do for the Lord.

I am abundantly blessed by my parents and my sister. Vice versa-ly, i hope i've blessed them tooo!by my silly jokes n bubbly character? hehehehs despite the quarrels/bad times we've faced in this family,i just wanna apologise for e times i've been rude to them..even my sis. Hope they'll forgive me* (i dont even think they rem anything but still)
And so in three or four words i just wanna say :i love my FAMILY. (:

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agl ♥-ed at 8:42 AM.