twenty-two; 8th April'1986.
STUDENT; University of London,
BSc. Banking & Finance.
Loves! d GOLDEN retriver, Wan Chai.
Tanning,shoppin,chillin as
HER fav. pastimes.
HEARTs chillin' at cafes/bars
w/ her sweethearts! <3
detests - being disturbed in her slp,
& people, who says one thing,but does another.
hoho,looks like its been two days or so.the weather is, but as DRAMATIC as my mood swings i guess. It gets heated up like a suana, in d past two days, and i am so so thankful that God has sent d rain,less d humidity yesterday; and hence,resulting in a cooler today.It's been quite a while before i was able to experience that breeze that blows into my living room windows & afterwhich on my face,& being freshly out from d shower, it's only shiok-ness that you feel.HAHAs.four letters - N.I.C.E! (:
recapping d past two days,i sorta bummed ard d house,d school, and out at bugis with my mates.Let's see..
Tuesday(todayyy)-it was outing w my SIM mates! - PC,mich,baoz & yings.it was nothing short of a funn-filled day.& d main purpose was to celebrate mich's 22nd at d 'k-session',followed by dinner at d steamboat's. i feel tt i didnt eat much; well i cant, fatness kickin' up in me =/ (anws photos will b up soon!! did i mention i loveeeee mich's cammy so much cuz it makes everyone looks so gd! - anti-shake plus, the flashes doesnt cause my eyes to blink so much. yeas, im afraid of flashes... =ppp )
Monday - was such a bore,and such a depressing day for me, tt there's reli no point lookin' back.but briefly, i was very much affected by the HORRENDOUS weather of Singapore, plus d humidity, which can killll.left me in a very very frustrated state. really.But i was glad i headed to school for mugging sessions in d lib after i took my shower and i still remembered that it didnt stop me from perspiring!=/
updates aside, just wanna share some thoughts here.
haa just like my blog song - You're the inspiration. ;)what a beautiful n lovely song.and how nice is it a feeling to fall in love, if you make it mutual.but then again,so many things r not in our control,like d future, and something intangible but so clearly present; especially feelings...
As i sing those songs at d 'k-session' today with my girlfriends,i really witness the fact of how time does flies, so quickly, at a fleeting glance. & then i realised that i've alreadylet go of things in d past, past feelings, past hurts, d many efforts& sacrifices made, only to regret later that it was reli a short-change; and sth that is not reli worth cos' other factors were negatively affected, like grades.
But knowin' that i can't turn back time, all i can do is to move on,and make d best of whatever chances there are ahead, to make ammends... and therefore,i say now it is the time to study..
whether will it turn out a 3rd class at day's end,i am still thankful, and i'm confident that i've gone thru a fruitful 3 year-course in SIM, juggling at d same time church committments in d musical areas; although i know if i weren't sucha lazy pig/worm/bones, i could have done so much more!
But you see, God is good!despite all e reminders ard me not to be lazy, there are times that i would reli make d extra effort when need-be; and God still rewards me so abundantly be it in grades (that he gave me grades which i dont deserve of), and of all the loving people around me who are ever so tolerating n patient towards me( none other than my immediate family members). And as much as i reli reli hope to find ttspecialsomeone, i think God is tellin' me to wait... to wait upon Him. ;))
