In retrospect, ppl might see me as being silly/foolish, to having waited/done so much that i shldnt have, because there probably wasn't any returns in the gd light, but sadness,disappointment & soreness (more of d first). But i beg to differ, somehow. I felt that everything was worthwhile, for you, at least for me, at least i tried. & up till now,d friendships that was made 6 yrs back, and tt now even deepened, still means alot to me. I guess i ain't the sort of person who goes for the 'results' of something, if i were, i probably won't be mentioning you now, i would have gladly moved on, i probably would have forgotten you. But no, just like my dearest friends around me (you know who u are *winks*), i cherish you like them, (alright,sometimes maybe even more i do confess), even though i wouldn't even say we're gd friends who knows each other well, but bout d most basics of you,i guess i do know.& at least i made d effort to remember & contact you, and on ur part, try to fit my schedule.thanks alottt. (: & even though we may seem aloof now, there's always this part of me that wished we weren't. I do agree that we prolly are in different leagues of life, that our paths never really crossed. But then again, if it didnt cross,i wouldnt even have known you & vice versa,thru d weirdest of things - if you still remember... but all i wanted to say was that, it would have crossed if there was effort made to, but it isnt ur fault...i do understand (: i just hope, even for friendships,lets learn to cherish more, of d ppl around us... by loving them more, just because, God's love is boundless.

and i think i miss this friend of mine,i miss jc dayyys toooo, & everything else abt it!even awful pe lessons... by miss choy.=pp OPPPS.i reli hope she is not reading this.but she can be nice too,but im still scared of her!hurrs. but darling, at the close of day,silently for love we'll pray, & give thanks.... Because without the Grace of God,i wouldnt have d chance to complete my A levels in mj again, wouldnt be able to enrol into SIM under LSE, wouldnt be able to survive the two years - now close to three, in SIM, & finally doing my finals,graduating in end may.
All these wouldnt have been possible without God.....i can confidently say this cuz' the road wasnt easy, it was God, my parents,my sister,my friends around me, that gave me the strength to strive on, to move on..... =)

Anw was reading this for Q.T last night,and i came across this...that,sometimes we might feel "why is our pain perpetual & our wound incurable, which refuses to be healed..?" - Jeremiah 15:10-21. However,the author of this QT book mentioned that as a kid, he remembered that he had to remove his tonsils..and when the moment came for him to enter the hospital, he clung on so tightly to his mother,pleading with her to save him from the ordeal.But the look his mother gave him said: "I must not save you from it, you will understand some day.You must trust my love!". & i believe just like this example, God is tellin us to trust His love!that we may not understand now, but we would in the future...there is a purpose & a reason for everything.Just trust in God's love, & abide... :)

agl ♥-ed at 9:56 AM.