i guess right now when i'm typing this, and hearing 'can you hear me' from Beethoven Virus OST, i'm pretty emo, but nevertheless,i know i wanna write this down, because i just wanna thank God that no matter what happens to our surroundings, whether life or death, or anything else, could separate us from His love. & even when times like this when i suddenly feel that i could no longer trust people with all sincerity, i know that God is still my everlasting friend, my help in times of need.

Even christians are human beings, and the very nature of that render us as fallen, and only saved through God's grace and His grace alone,so that no one could boast of their works. Therefore, even christians can be hypocrites, and it reli scares me so much to realise and see that. i suddenly feel like i can no longer trust anybody but God and my family.
I wish things wasnt what it seemed now, cuz i do know i still want to trust, of cuz there are a handful i still do trust, but talk about not-so-close-friends, i always wonder if they really speak what they feel from d bottom of their heart, and if they don't, are they being hypocrites themselves, which the bible have reminded us not to fall into, that category.

Sigh,my heart feels so burdened.sometimes i feel like i'd rather have no friends, than to have many, but of whom they turn their mask to you.

& work-wise,i pray & hope that God will give me wisdom to handle the things im supposed to, and at d same time, be very cautious bt the precautions to tk, even more so because i'm at the counter of the mgt office of PGP at NUS.

O Lord pls shine ur light on me, just like the songs we sang at the retreat, in Melaka.
I'm truly missing the retreat, and everyone real during those times, and i can only remember a handful.. =/

agl ♥-ed at 3:57 AM.