It was an awesome night - caught up w Phebe (& hopefully on mon together w Eunice; the Tan sisters finally gets to meet d Chan sisters after eon years really!), & Liting with my sista, had dinner at Sakae, Wheelock, & caught up a whole lot, basically of how she is at California, and of Eunice, at NewYork city!How sad but how inevitable, that even sisters and family has to be apart due to work constraints, even tho' still in America, yet, still 3000 miles away.wow. Tt's a 6 hr flight away! & then having to live alone & to work, to settle d meals, d rental, d utilities..it's hard enuff isnt it. It suddenly dawned upon me,of how fortunate i already am, of having d comforts to live w my family, and not having to worry bt financial issues, yet i still think abt silly negative thoughts which r so insignificant compared to e thgs so many other ppl r gg thru'. Anw i really need to pray for my childhood-gd-buddy Eunice.she's only a year older and she's been alrdy working for 2 yrs in NY. Like wow.and im still struggling to pass my final year n grad like quickly!and, i dont seem to be putting in much effort, well sometimes i do try, some other times i'm too caught up w my neg thoughts- which i reli must get rid off, some other times,im juz plain lazy.

Dear heavenly Father, pls help me to do my best, cuz second chances don't come by easily. & help me to trust in You and lean not on my own understanding, cuz only then, I do Your will and not mine, and i know that everything will fall perfectly into place, simply cuz, You're e God who plans for us, plans to prosper us and not to harm us, plans that will give us a future..

Thank You Lord. Amen. :))

*& btwn now & then, till i see u again, i'd be lovin' you.. Love, me.

agl ♥-ed at 9:45 AM.